This is the continuation of my previous blog. If you haven’t read the previous one then please scroll down…
The tuition continued a few more days and after that we both planned to stop it and continue with our 12th studies as we had a tight schedule. I used to go to math tuition daily in the morning at 6. It was difficult to get up so early in my place. Usually the mornings are very cold and you could see mist all over covering up. I managed to go anyhow. She also joined the tuition but I couldn’t speak much there because the tuition was located at the center with both our houses on either end. Whenever she sees me she greets me with a smile and says ‘hi’. But I never responded well to anyone. I lost many friends due to my reserved nature( Even good figs!!!!!).At school they used to tease me with her. I liked it but my instinct said that it may lead to some problem. Yeah I was right. The next three months were the crucial part of my life. I hated it like anything. She didn’t speak with me for a week. I don’t know what happened but I was just ignored. Totally!!!. Nov 11th was her birthday. She gave sweets to everyone but at that time I was busily chatting with my friend and she skipped me and went. I turned to her but she pretended as if she didn’t see me. My heart skipped a beat. What did I do???. I desperately wanted her friendship. I knew something had had happened and someone should have told her about my love. I was not angry on anyone. Months passed by. I decided to speak with her I just went to her and said ‘hi’. She didn’t say anything. I raised my hands and looked at her beautiful eyes and said “Friends?”. She smiled at me and shook her hand and went off. Her hand was soft and cold. The next day she spoke to me as before. We became the best buddies. I then realized that fights are essential to grow up a strong relation.
The day of farewell came at last but the sad part was it wasn’t a farewell actually. Because of the problem which was created by my seniors we weren’t allowed to enjoy. The public exam got over. I did well except bio. I enjoyed during those holidays. She gave me a number but that was her father’s. What could I do with it? I messaged to it. I didn’t get a reply and once I got a call and a bold voice spoke “Who is this?”. We had an intro before so I spoke without getting tensed. I inquired about her and he told that he will text me her number. I thanked him after the call ended! and I typed a message and sent to her. She replied and we spoke like never before. I had 100 free msgs per day during that time and It wasn’t enough. I texted only to her and she texted only me. We spoke about everything from our fight at school and about ourselves. I wanted to see her but it wasn’t possible because I was at Trichy and she was at Coonoor. She joined college and I was waiting for counseling.
Her msgs started to decline. She would chat but it started to decrease rapidly and at a point it stopped. Now even if I txt her she will reply very rarely. We will meet during get-together’s and will have a nice time but after that she will become busy. She has many friends in her college and my bad luck is that she fell in love with her college friend. She never told me about this. Once during my third year I invited her to my house for my birthday. We spoke and had a nice time and I walked her to some distance to give her company. It rained and she had an umbrella and she tried to hold it to me also but she couldn’t reach my height and I got it and raised it high so that we could fit into it. She was very close to me and we spoke about college life and then finally we reached her house , she said bye and left. I proposed her the same evening. Her answer was a big NO. I tried to convince her but couldn’t. She told “See Mani, you are my good friend and you always will be”. Then after some days I came to know about her love and stopped disturbing her. She is my good friend now also. I still love her. She and her memories will live throughout my heart forever, till my last beat…
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